The door is closed. Another chapter of my life is about to begin. I have said my goodbyes to Costa Rica and the life there. I am back where my roots are – where it all began – to figure out what will come next. I could never had imagined my life in Costa … More A new beginning…
When I feel good for a while I will have a down-tour coming sooner or later. When I think “This is it” – new stuff will show up, new shadows to look at and old patterns to transmute. My life has been a roller coaster as long as I can remember and will most likely … More Roller coaster rides between heaven and hell
Three weeks of pain, fever and nausea caused by the fibromyalgia has really challenged my feelings of joy and acceptance in life. I am thrown between connection with who I really am and stuck in the pain body. It is really easy to feel resistant to the pain and get the urge the get … More I see you, I feel you, I love you
After a fight with my daughter I took a time out to reflect about what the h-ll is going on. I realized that one of the themes that have come up lately is: Greediness. It has really triggered me when people only think about themselves and it is all about: ”me me me”. Situations … More Greedy girls
Yesterday, in the blog post, I asked the question: ”What does this black energy want?” The answer came a few hours later. Grief. A friend was using her Goddess cards and asked if I wanted to pull a card for a reading. The card I chose stuck out very clearly, long before … More Letting go of old grief
It seems like there is black magic around here. The other night while driving the car (it was pitch dark) – I suddenly saw a red skirt with flowers walking in the middle of the street. I threw the car to the other line, where another car approached, and threw the car back to … More Black and white energy
The last week or so I have started to experience daily increases of ”Hell yeah, now we´re talking”- feelings. Followed by ”How does it get better than this?” It is a trick question, because I know this is just the beginning – life will just get better and better. So I challenge the universe … More How does life get better than this?
Today is a day where I miss my family. I miss my friends. I miss my old life. I could probably explain it with that I didn’t sleep much last night because of the thunder and lightening, that was so strong and loud that the whole house/cabin shook. I could explain it with that we … More Missing you…
What are miracles? How do we know if we receive them? Sometimes it is easier to see them when they happens to others. Sometimes with a sting of jealousy. That doesn’t mean they don’t happen to you. In a way everything in life is a miracle. For those who give birth, a baby is one … More Raining miracles
I have trust issues. It is a part of my personality – it takes a while for me to open up and trust someone, but when you have entered my heart you will be part of it forever – no matter what you do. I have known this for ages. Even when a friend and … More Who can I trust?
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